buzzing, by AllegrA

AllegrA - i can barely hear it (Official Video)

buzzing

by AllegrA

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1.	all i was hearing was doubt 03:10	lyrics	buy track
There's nothing wrong with the way words sound Coming out of my mouth Coming out of my mouth Every time I seem to turn around Run my hands under the spout But nothing seems to come out What's up next I could take a flight or I could pick a fight With my reflection in the rear view What's up next They love to suggest I speak with my whole chest Looking for something to adhere to Hopped on the bus To get my ears checked out All I was hearing was doubt All I was hearing was doubt But there was nothing wrong They say it's in my mind Feels like I'm biding my time Some twisted nursery rhyme What's up next I could take a flight or I could pick a fight With my reflection in the rear view What's up next They love to suggest I speak with my whole chest Looking for something to adhere to
2.	needing you close (it's so typical) 03:02	lyrics	buy track
Thinking about what I can't seem to ask myself for I'm feeling like I'm needing contact I'm feeling like I'm needing contact Even if it's midnight and I'm melting on the floor Should I put it in the contract I'm feeling like I'm needing contact It's easier to run and hide, or maybe just ignore I'm feeling like I'm needing contact I'm feeling like I'm needing contact It's so typical If your words won't stop spilling out And you don't know where to put things down It's so typical If your words won't stop spilling out And you don't know where to put things down It's so typical Feeling, feeling like I'm needing you close Feeling, feeling like I'm needing you, whoa I'm feeling like I'm needing contact I'm feeling like I'm needing contact It's so typical Even if it's midnight and I'm melting on the floor Feeling, feeling like I'm needing you Should I put it in the contract I'm feeling like I'm needing you close It's so typical If your words won't stop spilling out And you don't know where to put things down It's so typical
3.	i can barely hear it 04:39 video	lyrics	buy track
Is there something I'm not saying Is there something that I'm creating I don't know what, I don't know what, I don't know what to do I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know what to do Every morning I wake up and I make my bed Thinking all about the ways that I can leave my head I can barely hear it, I can barely hear it Every evening I stay awake and think of you Think of all the ways of being that I never knew I can barely feel it and I don't have an interest in learning all the shades of blue Where's the balance in this brand new chapter I think I'm much more sure what I'm after I think I know what, think I know what, think I know what to do Think I know, think I know, think I know, think I know what to do Every morning I wake up and I make my bed thinking all about the ways that I can leave my head I can barely hear it, I can barely hear it Every evening I stay awake and think of you Think of all the ways of being that I never knew I can barely feel it and I don't have an interest in learning all the shades of blue Every morning I wake up and I make my bed I can barely hear it, I can barely hear it Every evening I stay awake and think of you Think of all the ways of being that I never knew I can barely hear it, I can barely hear it When I'm walking I choose a pace that's way too fast Unsustainable but most things seem to never last I can almost see it, I can almost see it When I'm with you we step together side by side Watch the sand press on our toes but only at low tide I can finally feel it, I can finally feel it, I can finally feel it I can finally feel it
4.	on the ground 03:34	lyrics	buy track
Watching the people in the square Hand in hand Wear your feelings on your sleeve Never when it's convenient for me I wish leaves would never fall On the ground where I saw it all I saw it all
5.	keep me out of your head 03:39	lyrics	buy track
I try to tell ya, I need a friend, Then I remember all the words they said It's really classic, let's keep on playing pretend Just keep it moving, keep me out of your head Keep me out of your head I try to tell ya, I speak the truth We were so caught up in our misshapen youth No need for consolation, I think I'd recommend Just keep it moving, keep me out of your head Keep me out of your head Keep me out of your head (just keep it moving) Keep me out of your head (just keep it moving) Keep me out of your head (just keep it moving) Keep me out of your
6.	buzzing 04:08 video	lyrics	buy track
There's a message, there's a message on the phone Might regret it if you leave it alone Say you'll save it, save it till tomorrow night But do you mean it, scared of what comes to light There's a buzzing, a buzzing in your brain And it's loving the secret smear campaign That pulls you from the self you maintain You puncture, puncture all the holes in your culture That make you afraid to confront the past And all your mistakes You don't want to always feel like you're on trial Inside you want to make a shift in this lifestyle There's some sort of pattern, there's a pattern you deny It clearly matters if it always makes you cry There's a buzzing, a buzzing in your brain And it's loving the secret smear campaign That pulls you from the self you maintain You puncture, puncture all the holes in your culture That make you afraid to confront the past And all your mistakes You puncture (there's a buzzing) Puncture all the holes in your culture (there's a buzzing) That make you afraid to confront the past And all your mistakes (there's a buzzing)
7.	going under 02:59	lyrics	buy track
Looking in the mirror of the cafe bathroom Kind of thinking about what I should say to you Checked my phone to ignore myself No more paper towels on the shelf I guess there's no escaping this You were talking to yourself While you were right in front of me Baby, I found out what I could say anymore To keep me from going under I feel myself collapsing into my bed Like my own personal avalanche My very own personal avalanche My human body feels like a river emptied out into the sea The urge to take a nap hits me at four-thirty You were talking to yourself While you were right in front of me Baby, I found out what I could say anymore To keep me from going under
8.	three two one 03:19	lyrics	buy track
I'm stuck in my head, can't get out of bed And the rain's falling down outside my window I heard what you said, but I'm still seeing red Feels like the world's crashing down, count down to zero Three, two, one, I've had enough What I've been through has had to make me tough I don't wanna be tougher Three, two, one, I thought I'm done Moving through the hard stuff one by one One by one Three, two, one, three, two, one Three, two, one, three, two, one Three, two, one, three, two, one Three, two, one, three, two, one I'll write a new song, I'll keep trying to grow strong And I'll start listening for some real answers Find comfort in prose I'll leave myself exposed And while the world's crashing down, I'll count down to zero Three, two, one, I've had enough What I've been through has had to make me tough But I wanna be softer Three, two, one, I thought I'm done Moving through the hard stuff one by one One by one Three, two, one, three, two, one Three, two, one, three, two, one Three, two, one, three, two, one Three, two, one, three, two, one
9.	my own tempo 03:07	lyrics	buy track
I think I'm growing up My feet don't fit my shoes anymore Keeping all my plants alive I know just what makes me cry And I can tell when I see a trap door I think I'm throwing up Wait for the bath water to rise Ear pressed to my phone again Can't seem to remember when I recognize myself on the other line On and on we go Am I tight walking the same old rope I see myself on the grass below Taking it all at my own tempo I think I'm getting old Noticing new eyebrow lines When I get hungover, I'm a tossed and turning boulder I guess that this means being alive I'll never be the one to get away with telling lies My face is a give away, find me in the alleyway And I'll let you face my disguise On and on we go Am I tight walking the same old rope I see myself on the grass below Taking it all at my own tempo On and on we go Am I tight walking the same old rope I see myself on the grass below Taking it all at my own tempo
10.	day by day 04:08	lyrics	buy track
I'm going out, but it's been a while Thought that I saw you in someone else's smile I'm finding comfort standing by the kitchen sink Never quite understood the meaning behind swim or sink Swim or sink I'm not sure what, I'm not sure what to say When I feel led astray When all my plants have died and floated away I'll drink the water anyway When you ask me when I'm going away I'm already wasting away When all my plans have died and floated away Guess I'm taking it day by day Keep finding bruises on top of both my knees I prick myself, sewing hearts onto both my sleeves But I can barely feel the needle sink, need to think Can't trust myself unless I stop and think Every day's a missing link, every day's a missing link Every day's a missing link, every day's a missing link I'm not sure what, I'm not sure what to say When I feel led astray When all my plants have died and floated away I'll drink the water anyway When you ask me when I'm going away I'm already wasting away When all my plans have died and floated away Guess I'm taking it day by day I'm not sure what, I'm not sure what to say When I feel led astray When all my plants have died and floated away I'll drink the water anyway When you ask me when I'm going away I'm already wasting away When all my plans have died and floated away Guess I'm taking it day by day
11.	molasses 03:29	lyrics	buy track
Days blur together Brushed apart like dust And in your own sense of time You're losing trust Thick as molasses Spinning out of control Just waiting for your eyes to adjust Thick as molasses Dig yourself out of the hole Just waiting for your eyes to adjust There is not a single mirror in the room But even still, a figure looms There's a person that I thought I'd be How naive of me to presume Thick as molasses Spinning out of control Just waiting for your eyes to adjust Thick as molasses Dig yourself out of the hole Just waiting for your eyes to adjust
12.	found myself again 04:43	lyrics	buy track
Splash the water on my face Rub my eyes so I can see clear It's not my fault when it breaks Even though I'm standing near Holding the weight feels like some sort of trick I lost track of when I finally found myself again I remember when it all seemed fine Keeping tabs on both hands I made excuses for cracks in calloused fingers Cleaning up the mess after it lands I felt like my head wasn't there But it's screwed on tightly now instead I lost track of when I finally found myself again I finally found myself again